
Originally Posted by
delpark
The first time I felt another guy's penis in my hand I knew I wanted to explore it further. The dichotomy of his cock being hard and the softness of the skin had me fascinated and curious. When I was asked to take it into my mouth and suck on it, I did so eagerly, it felt like the natural thing for me to do. I loved doing it. And the taste of his precrum was icing on the cake. I understood that what I was doing was not accepted by most folks, so I kept my activities with my friend personal. that went on for a summer.
I tried heterosex, it never delivered on the gratification I expected.
I met up with a gay college student on morning. I was feeling on top of the world on my knees sucking his cock, swallowing his load. Right after he got me off, I was hit with guilt. The guilt dissipated after I left.
A married couple I knew asked me to join them in bed, the wife wanted two guys. I agreed, once we were in bed, I found his cock in my hand. I hadn't sought it, but it brought back memories of the joys of cock. It made me uncomfortable, his cock interested me more than anything his wife offered. We had not discussed any guy on guy activity, I was definitely open to it, but it was supposed to be wife with two guys. It was not "We are interested in having another guy" but a "She wants two guys".
One evening I 69ing with a girl and she had me feeling so worked up in a new way, I realized that I wanted to pleasure men to the degree she was pleasuring me. I knew I had to suck cocks.
One afternoon I was seeing a gay guy and I was on my knees between his legs sucking his cock and I had an inner peace, a gratification I have never experienced with a female, a knowing that this was my role in sex. All was right in the world.
I get the urge to suck cock everyday...
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